Auuughh! I had the most horrible nightmare last night!
I dreamt that some girl at Starbuck’s got me my bigass cup o’ coffee as usual. She looked shiteous, enough for me to take a mental note & actually notice… stringy, black hair slicked back in a pony tail wad, slightly chunk had facial acne (example). Well, later I guess, I went to someone’s house & she was actually there sleeping with Matt! … then later, Matt asked if I wanted to sleep with him! Like a double-booking! And I had some weird conversation, reminiscent of health class with her like, “You’re sleeping with him, everyone he’s slept with since he’s my leftovers you’re sleeping with everyone I have, too!” It ended up she was excited about that fact… so fucked up! She wanted to “hang out” and be friends! Ew!
But the really horrible part was the fact I was taking pleasure in the fact that he was sleeping with someone that wasn’t as cute as me! I am a heartless bitch… but I thought it was way funny!
Muchos disturbing. I hate that when I actually remember my dreams, they’re cray!